Medical Condition =(

I have this condition, I don't know what it's medically called, I just know it's a medical condition.

Whenever I'm stressed, I would scratch my head to look for some scars and scabs. Whether real or imaginary (if imaginary, it becomes real), I would scratch and scratch.

Scratch until my head starts to bleed. And I don't know this, until I retract my hand and notice blood stains on my fingers.

It's gross, it's weird, and it's sad.

I noticed that whenever I'm in Manila, I don't scratch as much.

=(